Monday, August 6, 2007
I'll make you cry like what you have done to me. I'll make you suffer the pain I have been going through. I always fake out a happy smile and voice but deep inside my heart is a feeling that nobody can understand. Even it's not bleeding, but it hurts alot like a thousand of knifes stabbing it.... You know how much i hate being alone... Is it me or you guys... I'm always trying hard to be a good friend to you all. But did you all even try? Like I said, friends and even family are not meant to be trusted. They're just a bunch of fuckers. And it was true... People always blame me and say that it's my fault. Is it really my fault? Don't regret what you'hv done or said. You made me what I have become today...... 
9:32 PM